Yes is a debilitating existance
toby71au, Feb 25 2010
My entire life has been an answer of YES. Yes I want kids, Yes I want to get married, Yes I want a promotion, Yes I want to be a slave to debt, Yes I understand you are unhappy, Yes I want you to take the kids away from me, Yes I want to give you half of my existence for the next ten years.
Now I have the freedom to say NO.
No I am not happy. No I will not give you more. No I don't care that you aren't happy.
Why is having so much freedom so hard to take? Why do I miss the things I hated the most? Why do we always have to hit the bottom of the curve before it gets better?
This is not an emo slit wrists type thread just an expression of random thoughts and strong emotions.
Enjoy my pain.
Longple thanks for the tough advice and reach out the other day. Appreciated.
Peace X
run bad and fancy play syndrome does not mix well
toby71au, Jan 18 2010
I love running 4 bi below ev and then trying to get fancy at 25nl at the same time.
Oh well. pause, breathe, realign, continue.
Holdem Manager tourney results trouble
toby71au, Jan 13 2010
I am having some Holdem Manager trouble. It is not recording all tourney finishes and cashes? Anyone run into this before?
At the moment I am having to manually enter finishes, cashes, and rebuys and it is kind of tilting. Any help would be appreciated.
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